tranquilizer for abstract feelings

as advance as we are... why is it that we haven't find a tranquilizer for abstract feelings?

i could use some just about now.

it would be nice to just not feel... betray, heart breaking, sorrow, on the verge of breaking into tears... that sort of things.

sure, we have tranquilizer that paralyzes the body... but that is the worst of it... because when you can't move, you think... you remember... and then you feel.

when you can't feel your hands or feet... you feel all the abstract feelings.

it makes me wonder sometime if they exist; these so called abstract feelings.

i can't see them... and they only exist to the extend that "i" feel them. does that mean i can choose to just not feel them? maybe it's all in my imagination. maybe it's true... they don't exist... we just imagine them to.

i wonder if it's some sort of conspiracy that some great philosopher thought of to define existence. when you are physically paralyze you can't feel anything... so you only have but your mind... and there is where all fantacy lies. so these so called abstract feelings; are they from the dept of my imagination... conjured up to remind me as a form of confort that i exist? so comes happiness, sorrows, and the many wonders of "life". then my mind decieves me. or perhaps it was religion that gave names to abstract feelings to further their theory on the existence of a 'soul'.

then every language gives it a name... because you know... human are good at naming things.

then we called them abstract because we can't feel it with any of our senses. or can we?

it really makes me wonder...
if our mind can block out real physical pain... and it can decieve us to believe whatever it wants us to... then of course it's capible of such things as imagined feelings.

have you ever been pinched? and that person held onto the pinch? at first you will feel massive amount of pain... but after a while... well... you no longer feel it. 

that is your mind's way to protect you from you as to preserve itself. but once that person let go... you'll see it... a hole or purplest bruise. that is the evidence of that pain you didn't feel after a while.

i wonder sometimes if your mind is also capible of making you believe you feel things you cannot see... as a form of perversing itself from the person that is you.

who knows right? but i have a feeling if we ever do... we'll find a tranquilizer for abstract feelings soon afterward... because you know... we as a human race are good at condtrolling what we know and finding out what we don't.